I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

Serenitree · F

Yes. It is healthy. It will be better when you find the strength to be busy washing your hair every time they call and invite you to join them, but for now, at least you know that the fake stuff is not your thing.