I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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SW-User

@Venus - I think we might be twins, lol x.

I wish I could advise you regarding this, but it's a problem I face in the real world myself, and have never managed to solve.

I suppose the problem with thinking everything through is that to think you need data, to collect data you need to observe, and when observing you are not joining in...

And that 'self-imposed' ostracism can quickly become a way of life. You become so used to being different, observing, thinking, being on the outside, that it is second nature...

I promise you though, if I do find a solution on how to turn ours brains off and fit it then you will be the first to know x