I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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Picklebobble · 56-60, M

I'm exactly the same. At work I can be sociable and chatty if need be. But I don't do pubs and clubs; I'm not involved with any sports clubs or teams. Nor do I have the desire to be so.
I keep my work life separate from private life. And that often annoys others! I guess there's only so many times you can turn down invites to parties, events etc.
Occasionally I admit. Life can feel lonely.
But I'd far rather that than have loads of people in and out of my life, blurring privacy and personal space boundaries.