I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M

It is not a problem. It is OK. It is who you are. If others cannot accept you as who you are, fuck em, I say. Find people who like you for who you are. Yes, maybe you can identify ways to be more appealing, but it may be hard to change too much. And why should you have to? Just be yourself!