I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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Soulspace · F

Quizling:I wonder why can't I fit?Where am I going wrong possibly?I want to believe that its their fault..I have a problem with fake personality..fake laughter.
I don't buy any compliment easily and try to find out the reason behind it.I can predict who is faking and who is not..
This is my utmost problem.I use brains where. am not supposed to..

But I don't understand why won't I use my brain everywhere..