I Hate Taking Pictures

No one understands why but I just really hate having my picture taken. I don't allow anyone to come near me with a camera for any reason. When my family or friends want to take group pictures, I completely ghost out of the room. And most of them think I'm being mean or rude and I couldn't care less. My face disgusts me. I avoid mirrors just so I don't have to look at it. I hate it. I walk around with my head down so no one has to look at it either. I hate having it stuck to my head. And having it seen in a photo makes me physically sick. Outside of my license, no other picture of me exists and never will. I realized years ago exactly how disgusting I actually looked in pictures and I've avoided them ever since.

I know my profile picture is me but that was years ago. My friend did my makeup and completely changed what I actually looked. I don't look anything like that. In fact, it's way worse in person. I keep that picture because it's the only one that doesn't make me look like an angry ogre that hasn't slept in 5 years.