I felt extreme good and magical for a long ass time when I let go of this girl I couldn't stop thinking about

It was like some good ass drugs I was on for months but it was from only God. I think she felt it too but this was all I could ever want so I didn't say anything I knew we were together forever. Years later I started hearing her voice after this amazing high left me. I still hear her and this is someone I met from SW 10 years ago. We know each other so well, even though we aren't friends or anything on this site. She knows. [media=https://youtu.be/f9RZmg7rf88]