I'm not good enough

Nothing I do is good enough. If I don't do something it's my fault, if I'm not involved in something it's my fault, if I did something right it's overlooked and I didn't do enough. I do nothing and I'm lazy, I do something and it doesn't matter.

I'm a loser and I always will be so why live to see it happen?
I like who I am but that's not enough for people. I'm not the girly girl they want or the puppet they want to control. I'm me and I stand up for myself if something isn't right and they hate that. In their eyes I'll never be enough.

I'll never be good enough so why even bother trying to?

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Angelwarfare

You're more than good enough. Somehow you aren't receiving the proper love and respect you innately deserve as a child. I grew up in an extremely misogynistic family. My mother told me she didn't like girls, I was never good enough in her eyes because I was female. My mom and brother both have NPD and psychologically abused me over and over. I was molested by an adult pedophile and my parents did nothing. My dad loved me but he was sexually immoral and didn't even attempt to shield me from his immorality. I grew up thinking I wasn't enough, that women's only role is for sex and that I was terrible. Then I learned about narcissism and how severely abused I was (watch Dr. Ramani on youtube if this all sounds familiar). Talk to a female teacher or female adult you feel is compassionate. Here is an old song, but one I like, you might relate to. <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHzOOQfhPFg

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