I keep having nightmares about the months prior...
Living in that house has really upset me spiritually.
Beyond how it ended.
I'm still having nightmares about the arguments, having to explain my reasoning behind the behaviour of the sister and the boyfriend.
Explaining how lonely I felt.
Shouting at people who continue to make me feel small for standing up for myself.
Expressing the fear I felt being handled the way I was.
I don't know how long this will take me to get over but I don't like these dream manifestations.
I want to move on.
Beyond how it ended.
I'm still having nightmares about the arguments, having to explain my reasoning behind the behaviour of the sister and the boyfriend.
Explaining how lonely I felt.
Shouting at people who continue to make me feel small for standing up for myself.
Expressing the fear I felt being handled the way I was.
I don't know how long this will take me to get over but I don't like these dream manifestations.
I want to move on.



