I am not ready to grow up

Both my sisters and mother had such a different life than me when they were my age.. They were married, responsible for kids, a husband, and a whole house... I, on the other hand, sleep watching Netflix shows, and then dream that I had a baby, and feel so trapped in the dream that the baby is ALREADY OUT, no coming back now, you should have aborted it when you could.. then I wake up like; omg thank god it was a dream!!!