Dreams aren't made of this
Had a most intriguing dream, where there was a gathering, i was seated next to someone i had a history with, they were filming an interview, i also had a job where i had to throw dirty mattresses in a garbage truck which was situated at the edge of a river, getting gas from an old guy with severe mental problems, paying with the keys, having to measure how tall i was after he measured himself, took much longer than it should have, just getting that mattress in before it was too late, promising i'd be more vigilant, and waking up with coffee, frozen iced tea and a police procedural novel. This week 2 biggies
1) The Arrow Video box set Shawscope should arrive
2) My niece's marriage on Friday. I won't be attending because i'm just an all out recluse now, and opinion wise i think it's suspect to keep adding lives to this world. I guess perhaps she'll experience a level of happiness good people deserve, but the overall state of things is problematic. I'd be a poor conversationalist if i went. Fiddling with the kindle someone chirpily asking whatcha reading - oh THE TROUBLE WITH BEING BORN, as they scruffle back mumbling, "why'd that guy come, why are we all doing this, oh god let the rocks fall on us and hide from what's to come!!!"
1) The Arrow Video box set Shawscope should arrive
2) My niece's marriage on Friday. I won't be attending because i'm just an all out recluse now, and opinion wise i think it's suspect to keep adding lives to this world. I guess perhaps she'll experience a level of happiness good people deserve, but the overall state of things is problematic. I'd be a poor conversationalist if i went. Fiddling with the kindle someone chirpily asking whatcha reading - oh THE TROUBLE WITH BEING BORN, as they scruffle back mumbling, "why'd that guy come, why are we all doing this, oh god let the rocks fall on us and hide from what's to come!!!"
SW-User