I ended up crying like a loser. That's what a bad day does to you sometimes.

Ended up coming home and crying shouting at the sky for one good thing to happen to me for once. Seriously, I just want one good and positive thing to happen to me for once. I'm tired of having to constantly fight an uphill battle. I'm sick of my life being so damn difficult all the time. I haven't had an easy day since the day I was born. I'm not asking for the one positive thing to instantly become a lottery winner or instantly win a hilltop mansion. I just want one good and easy day or to find money on the sidewalk somewhere. Something like that would just make my day and give me hope. Closest thing I got as of late was a free milkshake coupon from steak and shake from a customer who so happened to work there. I haven't used it because I don't really eat there but maybe I just might cash it in someday