I'm happy I live alone because I don't have to hide it. I can't afford to maintain my appearance and it's starting to show

You have to maintain plastic surgery after so long things don't look as they used to because of aging. The majority of the work I got done was in my 20s. I'm 31 now and you can tell things are beginning to crumble. I'm stressed out because I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to finance the maintenance. I'm trying to figure out what to skimp on or cut out to use that money towards upkeep. In the past i used sugar daddies but none will want me in the state im in and also because I am 30+ now. I'm considering trying crowdfunding like gofundme or something but I'm afraid my post will get buried. I'm seriously freaking out over here trying to keep it together everyday. I worked so hard for it all and I don't want it taken from me.