Something said long after there's been nothing to say anymore

I have to make a move to get to the sanctity of personal paradise, all my stuff only enjoyed by me, and not at least for a significant amount of time to not be shared to anyone else. This was the paradise of 2004 to most of 2011, I insist that late 2025 and at least all of 2026 be an upgraded echo of 2004 to 2011, with a whole lot more goodies to feast on, to keep a journal, making lists, and maybe write my own philosophy, if I can with a clear conscience and an ability to be a people person i'll log back in.

I really appreciate the people i've come across here and the sites before, I am sick in the head though, and only not being around others in a participatory manner can be a way of life for me, with every succeeding day a totally wasted mindset and be built anew one small step a day.

I'll log out and if all works out I'll either log back in when a fundamental improvement be installed in my berserk wiring, or i'll be continually enjoying my things solitarily. A better place where the mind can be a fortress and penthouse suite. 😌