I Have a Dark Side
What I Believe Hell Is Like
I have the same dream every few months, at random too.
I am in a park, with my mother. She and I are having a heart to heart talk about marriage for the first time in a while, so I thought it was time to tell her the truth about how I feel, concerning children. As I speak I say these exact words, every single time:
"I have no intention of raising children, even if it were by proxy, via maids. I think of having to live life with someone my approximately my age."
That's when the shit happens, the most sadistic thing my mind could ever do to me! Everything I and she said to that point, is said backwards by the both of us!!!
All of the sudden, I would spurt out:
"ega ym etamixorppa ym ni enoemos htiw efil EVIL (even scream it some times in the dream) ot gnivah fo kniht(I start to recognise that kniht sounds like the real word "knight", so I begin to realize that this is DEFINITELY NOT A NORMAL SITUATION!) I ..... (always stop at this part for a while) sdiam aiv?!....(then I'd say the same sentence I said backwards again except normal again, feeling completely relieved!) via maids. I think of having to live life with someone in my approximate age."
It scares the shit out of me and my mother, I realize that she was about to fall in the pond, so I pull her back and she say's "what in the hell was that?!"
Then I wake up.
I have the same dream every few months, at random too.
I am in a park, with my mother. She and I are having a heart to heart talk about marriage for the first time in a while, so I thought it was time to tell her the truth about how I feel, concerning children. As I speak I say these exact words, every single time:
"I have no intention of raising children, even if it were by proxy, via maids. I think of having to live life with someone my approximately my age."
That's when the shit happens, the most sadistic thing my mind could ever do to me! Everything I and she said to that point, is said backwards by the both of us!!!
All of the sudden, I would spurt out:
"ega ym etamixorppa ym ni enoemos htiw efil EVIL (even scream it some times in the dream) ot gnivah fo kniht(I start to recognise that kniht sounds like the real word "knight", so I begin to realize that this is DEFINITELY NOT A NORMAL SITUATION!) I ..... (always stop at this part for a while) sdiam aiv?!....(then I'd say the same sentence I said backwards again except normal again, feeling completely relieved!) via maids. I think of having to live life with someone in my approximate age."
It scares the shit out of me and my mother, I realize that she was about to fall in the pond, so I pull her back and she say's "what in the hell was that?!"
Then I wake up.
22-25, M
