I Have a Dark Side
[b]What I Believe Hell Is Like[/b]
I have the same dream every few months, at random too.
I am in a park, with my mother. She and I are having a heart to heart talk about marriage for the first time in a while, so I thought it was time to tell her the truth about how I feel, concerning children. As I speak I say these exact words, [i]every single time[/i]:
"I have no intention of raising children, even if it were by proxy, via maids. I think of having to live life with someone my approximately my age."
That's when the shit happens, the most sadistic thing my mind could ever do to me! Everything I and she said to that point, is said backwards by the both of us!!!
All of the sudden, I would spurt out:
"ega ym etamixorppa ym ni enoemos htiw efil [b]EVIL[/b] (even scream it some times in the dream) ot gnivah fo kniht(I start to recognise that kniht sounds like the real word "knight", so I begin to realize that this is DEFINITELY NOT A NORMAL SITUATION!) I ..... (always stop at this part for a while) sdiam aiv?!....(then I'd say the same sentence I said backwards again except normal again, feeling completely relieved!) via maids. I think of having to live life with someone in my approximate age."
It scares the shit out of me and my mother, I realize that she was about to fall in the pond, so I pull her back and she say's "what in the hell was that?!"
Then I wake up.
I have the same dream every few months, at random too.
I am in a park, with my mother. She and I are having a heart to heart talk about marriage for the first time in a while, so I thought it was time to tell her the truth about how I feel, concerning children. As I speak I say these exact words, [i]every single time[/i]:
"I have no intention of raising children, even if it were by proxy, via maids. I think of having to live life with someone my approximately my age."
That's when the shit happens, the most sadistic thing my mind could ever do to me! Everything I and she said to that point, is said backwards by the both of us!!!
All of the sudden, I would spurt out:
"ega ym etamixorppa ym ni enoemos htiw efil [b]EVIL[/b] (even scream it some times in the dream) ot gnivah fo kniht(I start to recognise that kniht sounds like the real word "knight", so I begin to realize that this is DEFINITELY NOT A NORMAL SITUATION!) I ..... (always stop at this part for a while) sdiam aiv?!....(then I'd say the same sentence I said backwards again except normal again, feeling completely relieved!) via maids. I think of having to live life with someone in my approximate age."
It scares the shit out of me and my mother, I realize that she was about to fall in the pond, so I pull her back and she say's "what in the hell was that?!"
Then I wake up.
22-25, M
