My darker side

I am generally submissive to masculine men but a couple times I’ve had boyfriends who wanted me to occasionally take charge. In a big way 😉 I’ve tied them up, pegged them, hit them with my hand, belt or paddle and ordered them to do various things. It got to a point with the first guy that I was actually working up an erotic anger that made me abuse him even more. It came as a surprise to me because I’ve always been the feminine one who wants only to please a man. When the second guy gave indications of wanting me in charge I unleashed on him. He liked it too much really. I liked it too but I’m still most interested in enjoying a man’s body not abusing it