The dark side of being online for the whole long wake period
Is when they go to rest, you've tired them out, you perhaps said something uncouth, there was a blind side and you were untactful, or you exhibited an inconsistency which then belies the fact that you're a robot, like that gal in Blade Runner. Self criticism is something i am glad to do to myself, there's a Cioran essay on this in the collection called The Temptation to Exist.
BUT
In this time of life i am focussing on films, and movies
Film or movie
Is the movie art, then it's a film as well
a popcorn flick is rarely art, but can be, and all art is subjective, as truth is also if you believe the Danish father of existentialism.
It's a very exciting time, the films (or movies) being in the rotation, are giving me secret space hints on what being a human is, so i can be a better member of SW? NO, hell no, but learning about human nature, it's something i'd go to the ends of the earth for, if i can just keep on watching as is my wont.
But alas, this is not the ultimate thing, movies are great yes, but if there's nothing else that i aim for i am to be pitied, or laughed off the stage.
The watching is psyching me up then, for the stage of life dominated by doing, and when i am ready, i shall be a doer first, and a watcher 2nd, or 3rd, i'd even go so low as 4th!!
BUT
In this time of life i am focussing on films, and movies
Film or movie
Is the movie art, then it's a film as well
a popcorn flick is rarely art, but can be, and all art is subjective, as truth is also if you believe the Danish father of existentialism.
It's a very exciting time, the films (or movies) being in the rotation, are giving me secret space hints on what being a human is, so i can be a better member of SW? NO, hell no, but learning about human nature, it's something i'd go to the ends of the earth for, if i can just keep on watching as is my wont.
But alas, this is not the ultimate thing, movies are great yes, but if there's nothing else that i aim for i am to be pitied, or laughed off the stage.
The watching is psyching me up then, for the stage of life dominated by doing, and when i am ready, i shall be a doer first, and a watcher 2nd, or 3rd, i'd even go so low as 4th!!