I Have a Dark Side

I hate admitting it. Who doesn't?

But yeah, my impulse control could be way better, especially when I'm angry.
My actions range from detrimental, the very definition of insane, or just weird.
But I'm not some feral untamed thoughtless thing.
I'm manipulative, I lack remorse, and I guess that's ugly. Depending on what your definition of ugly is.
And I'm sorry, but I'm never sorry because what I do makes sense to me.
Everyone else is confetti.

And that's lonely, and it's empty, and most of my life has been trying to fill it all up. I hate it, but oh well.