What is something that you have done that you swore you would never do then did it anyway? [I Am Curious]

Meth, and yes, very much so, I regret it. I think I might have actually killed myself on my last binge. It's all still very confusing, my thoughts of what happened. I know I did myself damage. I know that I put myself in a position which ruined everything good about my life.

I never want to touch the stuff again. This time, I've learned. 🥺