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MorbidCynic · F
With my previous experiences with death, I honestly didn’t feel sad or anything, just very neutral and numb. I would reckon I would feel the same way. I am the type of person who rationalizes everything to reduce guilt. If I did it on purpose “they shouldn’t have upset me”, if it was an accident “it was an act of God, not me.”
I would hide it if I can, of course. Unless it was a public accident.
My mothers uncle purposely committed murder, he only served five years. He lived a normal life afterwards. I would reckon I would do the same or spend my life in prison- angry.
Yes. I thought about whacking my previous abusers.
I would hide it if I can, of course. Unless it was a public accident.
My mothers uncle purposely committed murder, he only served five years. He lived a normal life afterwards. I would reckon I would do the same or spend my life in prison- angry.
Yes. I thought about whacking my previous abusers.
@MorbidCynic Are your abusers still in your life in some capacity?
MorbidCynic · F
@Seventeen I cut them mostly off. My grandmother still lives with us and she really triggers my eating disorder 😞
@MorbidCynic I hope your health revives in full.