Did you have a good childhood?

It's really hard to describe my childhood...nothing was simple and my family life was complicated. I'm an only child and spent a lot of time surrounded by adults. My parents loved me a lot but they were flawed and I moved around so many times as a kid. I was friends with a brother and sister who used to have sex with each other even though they were kids. After months of begging me to have sex with the brother I finally relented and that went on for several months. I was only 6. All this was after being made to sit on the floor in their bedroom and watch them. Also my family lost a lot of money in Spain...to the point where we became really fucking poor. Both of my parents were heavy drinkers as well. Aa a teen I took the internet for reasons I can't understand. I had friends but I constantly felt the urge to troll and say and do outrageous things online...and in real life. I was unpredictable.

Again what stands out to me the most is how much I knew and how early on it was. What I do know is that I wouldn't change my parents as I think they tried their best and some things are just beyond a person's control.