I Have Some Bad Childhood Memories

I Remember... I remember all everything is fixed in my brain
i remember my awful childhood
i remember how there use to have fights my dad abusing my mom and mom abusing dad almost everyday
i remember how mom used to beat me up everyday for no reason
i remember how i was not allowed to play outside
i remember how i am standin up at bus stop waitin for school bus and someone tellin me go home your mom is settin herself on fire i remember gettin home cryin and seein everythin messed up
Remember movin out with mom
livin with my nanny and then dad comin beggin to forgive him and takin us with him again
and remember mom dad never appreciating how hard i work at school
remember the sound of breaking glasses and stuff
i remember everything i wish i didnt