do you ever feel so bored you could cry

No, I almost never get bored. It would actually be nice if I had less to do sometimes.

Maybe you could go out in nature, get some sunshine, exercise or take a walk?

12-hour days in an office by myself are the worst. Then I get to go home and be by myself. It's fucking terrible. I feel for you brother.

I usually just have alone time with myself and the internet.