its ok to be mellow [I Am Just Being Myself]

I have not drank since June of last year. Nor have I smoked any cigs. I have been doing everything in my power to get my health on track for my son. Tonight at a cook out everyone kept asking me if I was ok....I was just chilled. Evryone else was drinking. I was not, yet they thought I was asking like the odd one. I tend to be more quiet now at events rather than the life of the party unless it means making someone smile or day. I guess Its just a part of life for some