Just Plain [I Am Scared of Being Alone]

I hate the emptiness of the house. I being scared of the dark and feeling like I’m gonna see faces or bodies in the dark or running to my car to the front door panicked and having to explain why I leave the lights and tv on. I’m the last kid in the house and find it embarrassing regardless of what they say. I’m the only who caused it. I hate change. I hate me for it.