I'd Rather Be Alone Than Unhappy

At least now I have more control and normalcy in my life. I don't have to wander if she'll be there when I get home (or where she might be). When she was there, I was alone anyway. I don't have to wander if there's food in the house or if I have clean clothes to wear(never expected of her). I can take care of myself. I don't have to worry if the bills will get paid this month, because the money is there now. I no longer have to pay stupid fines because she's irresponsible. I don't have to deal with all that drama, and what the day will bring this time. I could go on and on. We can't control everything that happens in everyday life, but it sure is a groovy feeling knowing I can be alone and be just fine.