I'd Rather Be Alone Than Unhappy

At least now I have more control and normalcy in my life. I don't have to wander if she'll be there when I get home (or where she might be). When she was there, I was alone anyway. I don't have to wander if there's food in the house or if I have clean clothes to wear(never expected of her). I can take care of myself. I don't have to worry if the bills will get paid this month, because the money is there now. I no longer have to pay stupid fines because she's irresponsible. I don't have to deal with all that drama, and what the day will bring this time. I could go on and on. We can't control everything that happens in everyday life, but it sure is a groovy feeling knowing I can be alone and be just fine.

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dejagroove · 61-69, M

Heaven...you were the one that helped me realize that I didn't deserve or have to live like that. You helped me get off that not- so-merry-go-round......which opened my eyes and put me in a different groove. I am so thankful I had you in my life during that time (and to this day).
We sure did go thru many changes and tribulations in those 7 years, and I hope to share more love, laughter, and glitter with you! We're gonna keep the drama and tears on the lowdown as best we can buds!....lol. :)