I Am So Alone

I grew up but I never matured, my life lacked the love & compassion so essential to one's developement.

So I'm here, broken, and I barely know it, only by seeing the life in other's eyes do I know that something is missing, something is wrong.

I am compassionless, both in that I have little compassion & am shown so little, maybe one created the other, maybe they developed individually.

All that I know is that I want that compassion, that I'm missing it, that I'm broken & it breaks me still.

Someone look into my eyes, though my ex<x>pressions may change, my eyes reveal something different.


I know why you don't look in my eyes, I understand the reasons that my words or my presence may make you somewhat confused, somewhat uncomfortable, but let your love shine through to me, shine light into the dark I'm trapped in, show me a way out, be my way out.. please.