I Live Alone

I like living alone, working abroad away from friends and family, less drama, less imposed friendships..

It gets lonely sometimes... but I'm learning to live with myself, I go for walks with my music, if I go on work travel I explore around a bit, I eat alone, I go to cafes alone, to the movies, the mall.. I push my self a little more each time to get out of my comfort zone, it's challenging sometimes 😬

It's fine, I've become much more self-reliant, I am fed up with disappointments, and I'm tired of having to dumb down myself to get along with people, they are not bad, just not very intelligent and it's not their fault. I'm tired of feeling lonely in other people's company.

I have come to realize that perhaps I'm a loner after all.. 🤔

I like doing stuff with people, just not any people I guess, I wish I had a companion to travel and go on adventures with! But what if that person doesn't exist? I'm not waiting for nothing!

I am less miserable on my own than in the wrong company or wishing for a better company 😌