The human void.

Each and every one of us is born with a void inside. When were newborns we expressed it explicitly. We demanded the void be filled if our caregiver didn't do that automatically. We needed to be fed, clothed, cleaned, entertained, protected, comforted, and most importantly emotionally connected to our caregiver. Then as we grow up we are taught over time to depend on ourselves to fill the void. Once we mature a bit, a new kind of void emerges, a spiritual one. That kind of void is the most subtle yet the most profound. For me personally praying to God helps a lot. On the other hand I keep feeling the physical realm void -the one that requires actions- not being fulfilled. Somehow, I struggle to groom myself, stand up for myself, and to emotionally connect, especially to my family. It hurts!