I am so sorry to hear that u feel this way about ur life. Life is so precious, don't yake that gift for granted. I understand things may be tough and hard for u now, but hang on. Do not give up on life, urself or God's working in ur life.
U are here on this earth for a reason and a purpose. U are loved and u are cared about.
If things (life) is this bad for u now, having a child would only add to the burden that u are going through now. Perhaps that is why u jad a miscarriage. If u feel the strong need to have a child in ur life, u could always adopt. Many children do not have parents, a family or anyone to love them. Think of that as an option once u are able to get ur life back on track.
If u ever need someone to talk with, u can always PM me. No, I do not have all the answers, but can be an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on. Do not be ashamed of where u are or what u are going through. U are not alone.
Sending up prayers for u! 🙏
