how do you get over missing out on so much
in my life i have felt for the majority of my adulthood i've been travelling in a remote part of space all by myself, in a vacuum, away from people....i've had such a lot to put up with in my life; mental problems, social problems, self confidence issues.....my mother overprotected me and mothered me too...i'm glad and grateful of that, as i adore my mother.
but because of all my problems i missed out on such a lot- meeting people, forming relationships, being employed, having a job, having fun...i've missed out on so much i tell you, and felt ' out of it' and in a world of my own the majority of my adulthood......i find this to be devastating, as all i ever wanted was to meet people, have fun and form relationships.....just to do the regular things that others do.......but i missed out on that.
my childhood was wonderful and happy,i was well brought up, had my friends....but my adult life was a nightmare.
my question is clear, how can i get over all that and everything i missed out on? now i'm in my late 40s and can never get the time back.
but because of all my problems i missed out on such a lot- meeting people, forming relationships, being employed, having a job, having fun...i've missed out on so much i tell you, and felt ' out of it' and in a world of my own the majority of my adulthood......i find this to be devastating, as all i ever wanted was to meet people, have fun and form relationships.....just to do the regular things that others do.......but i missed out on that.
my childhood was wonderful and happy,i was well brought up, had my friends....but my adult life was a nightmare.
my question is clear, how can i get over all that and everything i missed out on? now i'm in my late 40s and can never get the time back.
46-50, M
