Is there anyone like me or no?

Maybe look at it this way: If you really wanted to live your life differently you would have done that a long time ago. Ask yourself why is it that your life looks like this. Do you want a bf? Do you want to live on your own as a single person? Do you think that if you lived alone you would be more motivated to find a partner? Can you envision your future? For example that your parents will get old and dependent and then it might be too late to find a partner for you and you won't have anyone to lean on, help you etc.