The thought had occurred to me.

If it were possible to do, (which realistically, it is not) I would then ask myself: 🤔"Would I want to, and if so, how much would I erase? What parts would I want to take out and what parts would I want to leave in?"

No but i have ran away over and over again till i realized it was pointless

Both are unachievable. One has to live with it

No. I'd keep the things that work for me, I wouldn't want to learn everything again. But I definitely need a big change.

Take that risk, do it, you wont regret it

Exactly, hence my user name…

Starting anew, what's the first or most important thing you would change/avoid?

Not all my life, some parts of it. It can´t be done, though but every day is a new beginning.

I've done that many times. It doesn't really work. Meditation helps, but you are pretty much stuck being you.

A few times yes

yes I am that bad