I need some TLC.

So I'm soon to be 45 😬 two weeks on Friday.
Contemplating treating myself to a mini spa break.
Feel like I need a bit of pampering.
Will be doing it on my Tod though.
Anyone else done things by themself?
I feel like I need to learn to love myself a bit more before venturing into another relationship. Just something I have inbedded in my head 🤷