Shamefully shameful

<It’s my first time using SimilarWorlds> Everything in my life, well, has been a mess. It sounds cliche when you think of it but it’s the utmost truth. When I was a toddler, my aunt, has never failed to rub it on my face that I was unwanted (I grew up in her household since my parents were struggling financially at the time.) I was abused both verbally and physically. I grew up to be a mess of a kid. I can’t go to places alone since I was kept out of the world (even now), I tend to have a hard time talking to people, especially in terms of expressing my feelings. Before I can even say what’s wrong, I burst out of tears and writhe. I’m 15 turning 16. Luckily, I’ve escaped (literally) away from my aunt and I’m now living with parents and sibling; and I’m way too shameful to admit to them how much I’m in need of therapy.