I wish I was just beautiful to someone rather it be him or someone who is just interested in Tom boys

@SW-User no I'm not most men who do are always bound to hurt me in a lot of ways.... I'll never be okay

@Nutshell29 I wish getting hurt wasn't a part of relationships

@SW-User if he wants me "if" he can treat me like a rag doll that'll be all I'm good for

@Nutshell29 I totally disagree, but I get it, you're not feeling good about yourself right now

@SW-User he's really confusing me with everything all it's doing is breaking me down

@Nutshell29 I know 😔 I'm not happy with the back and forth either

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This scene is all I can think of

@Nutshell29 I think I've seen this

@SW-User if he is the one I've been waiting for then he's done a great job fucking me over I'm never going to recover from this

@Nutshell29 he doesn't seem ready for you

@SW-User nobody ever is when it comes to the right person truth be told I wasn't even looking when he came

@Nutshell29 that's true, it just sort of happens

@SW-User I guess that's why I've never walked away

@Nutshell29 what's best for you now?

@SW-User I honestly don't know

@Nutshell29 it's ok, you usually reach a point where you're sure, but you need to process first

@SW-User I just didn't think it would hurt this much or long

@Nutshell29 big feelings you have.. That's good in some ways

@SW-User I guess that's how I knew he is the right person

@Nutshell29 he sounds great, except for what he's doing

@SW-User I told him once he's ready to come back to me maybe this is his way of easing back into it

@Nutshell29 that's possible.. I wish he'd tell us 😒

@SW-User I just don't want to push it

@Nutshell29 I get it. Feels like any little thing will tip it over the edge

@SW-User if we do hang out again I will have a serious talk with him