Life Has Had It's Struggles..

Since I had my last daughter, back a week before Xmas.

Felt a little rough...a little tired...my haemoglobin level was a little low so I was put on Iron tablets, plus, I think I've been suffering from what they call the 'Baby Blues'.

Well, more to the point, my mum thinks so.

I was, obviously after giving birth, a little overweight and low in mood. Not suicidal, but just quite depressed..and, because of that, Lifeless.

It's not really helped with what's happening in the world today, so I try to shut down all that noise and just go about doing my own thing.

I've recently stopped taking drugs too; something that I've done for pretty much 20 years of my life. 20 great years, to be honest, but I just don't feel...like...having...them..anymore.

Life hasn't hit me with a lightening bolt of inspiration or anything you see on the TV or in movies, it just means I spend less time going to the bathroom, sticking things up my nose and talking.

Daily exercise has helped with the weight gain and my mindset a little and, I guess, I'm a work in progress. I'm getting there.

Wherever there is...

😔

M x