I’ve always been really good at ruining my own life

I like blaming Canada

You're young and can easily modify your behavior, the fact you recognize elements of self-sabotage points to self-awareness so you're already on the side of changing your behavior for the better. Do yourself a favor, look up "Positive Psychology" on YouTube.

An easy methodology for changing your life. I promise you won't be sorry.

It’s good you have hobbies 🤣 jk

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Me too

I feel that

Become a pirate and look for the one piece