Well this is my final post here for now

I ain't f***ing pissing anyone anymore.

Goodbye sw. Enjoy lol. Have a great time. Thanks for the all love and laughs I've gotten on this.

Thank you to all the friends I've made on this. This place is wacky but it made me meet some really good people.

I'm glad to have come here after EP. But yeah. My time here has come to an end unfortunately. I don't need to stay here and make it hard for anyone anymore. I'll use a journal to cope if I have to.

Take care dudes and dudettes.

Edit: I'm taking a break as my mental health has taken a toll on me. I don't intend to hurt anyone here or irl. I just want to have my break. Get peace in my heart and when I'm all calmer, I'll be back here.

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Extant1 · M

Take it from someone that kinda has that same martyr trigger… don’t!
Take care of yourself!

Hard or not hard on someone else is really no longer your concern.

Change your name, change your profile, do whatever you need to do to clean slate it, but there’s no point to your own further unhappiness.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Extant1 Thank you so much man

Extant1 · M

@Beatbox34 Your reality has changed. Good, bad, painful, …doesn’t matter. You’re in a different reality. Believe it or not, even good and honest reflections are a waste of time and energy right now. Put both feet into the current reality and begin. You’ll have years to reflect….

But who are you in the absence of those things… because that is who you are right now, none of it exists …

What are you, as if it never did!

Don’t let your next thought or compulsion keep something alive that isn’t…

It never happened

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Extant1 "It never happened"

Savage line. I'll give you all the credits for mentioning the truth. You were spot on there.