Do you get ashamed of posting certain stuff here?

Because you respect certain users. I do.

I try to stop posting when I'm drunk but I end up doing so. I know certain people care about me and I hate letting people down but I can't explain what I'm dealing with either.

I wish I had an easier way. I don't like to hurt people unnecessarily but idk I feel like I shouldn't.

The dilemma is worse. I think I shouldn't post when I'm high. I respect a lot of people here and I don't want to show them I'm an idiot.