Do you harden your heart a little more every time you get hurt?

@KuroNeko that's bad. ☹️

@SW-User That's why you should do everything you possibly can to stay open and live.

@KuroNeko And that cut off and miserable - might be my new normal. No different than how I've been living since the first of the year.

@LadyBronte Please get some help if you haven't already.

@KuroNeko Nothing around my area. This is where I vent and hope for the best

@LadyBronte no doctors? No therapists? Where do you live?

@KuroNeko A regular GP would do no good. There are no quality therapists here. For that I'd have to drive 2 hours one way which is not sustainable.

@LadyBronte I really hope that when you are ready you will reach out and find something to help. Even if its self help and just changing thought patterns, relaxation methods or whatever.

@KuroNeko Those are already in practice. They help some, but don't make a substantial difference. It is what it is.