Ever wonder what's worth it anymore?

Like honestly I feel nothing now. I feel what's the point in anything anymore. I'm trying to be normal but all I feel is numb and dead.

I watch people laugh at work and I yawn even though I get the joke. I can't fricking laugh and I feel nothing. I just stare and leave.

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bijouxbroussard · F

I’m so sorry, my friend. When I feel like this, I’m often headed towards a bout of depression. Does this last awhile ? (((hugs))) 🥺

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@bijouxbroussard It's been over a week and I think I'm officially depressed. Can't feel anything anymore.

Something happened at work 2 days ago and usually I'd feel bad. I didn't feel anything. I just went on ahead as a regular day would.

bijouxbroussard · F

@Beatbox34 Are things at a point where counseling might help ? Even if it’s calling a crisis hotline ?

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@bijouxbroussard I'm like messed up now.

I can't feel anything. I'm so hurt, sad and broken. I know I'm depressed because I need to consume alcohol to sleep. I had something happen at work yet I felt nothing when I'd usually feel something.

Idk. I guess I'm just way too hurt the continue.