is it too late for me to find relationships now

i'm well into my 40s now and a male, i have had a hard life, dealing with mental problems the majority of my adult life, i live alone in a one room flat with just my elderly mum & dad for support....i like my own company, but get lonely sometimes and long for a partner, a nice pale blonde girl with big tits would do me. seriously.

but is that likely to happen at my stage of life? now? i have prematurely aged and have put on weight again.

is it possible for me to still find what i want? or is it game over now?