I Hate How I Look In Pictures

When it comes to smiling in pictures, I cant do it. I won't do it. I've tried a few times in my life to take pictures of myself smiling, and every time it's been the same result a lot of awkwardness, and a lot of photos getting deleted. Every time I look at a picture of me smiling, I look at it with disgust, and often think to myself "I know I'm not that attractive, but f*ck, this is beyond hideous". This is why I just pose with a straight face instead, I know it's boring, and I know I sometimes look more miserable than I actually am, but it's all I know how to do, and it's all I'm comfortable doing. I'll go to great lengths to avoid smiling in pictures, no matter the cost, Even if the picture calls for a smile, I still won't do it. Family photos are very annoying for me to be a part of. All I hear are stupid comments like "You have to smile, we don't want to see you with a miserable look on your face". Too bad, because I don't care if I ruin your precious picture, I think I'd rather swim in a shark tank than smile pretty for a camera.