I understand. This sounds like a good opportunity to try to seek and discover what drives your motivation. Like what is it that makes the "you" that you enjoy being?

that is scary for an artist when he well runs dry. i find that looking at pinterest gets me thinking creatively. it helps me think of new ideas.

Maybe it's something that's going around? I have the same thing

I am right there with you

You have come to the right place. Take a look at some of the degenerates around here and you will become motivated not to fall into the same pit of misery with us.