Even though there is much to say, much of what would be said would be erroneous
You learn as you go, and by making errors in your speech is supposed to help you make better speech later on, for those who care.
My approach to my material which i emblazon as an area to aim towards expertise in, would easily make it seem like i see myself as a part of that thing.
I don't wish to resolve for myself in public what i hold to be true, rather i want to explore what i see as true in another realm, distinct from my own realm which could be seen as a nomad's land, full of junk and discarded poorly kept after treasures.
It's like say a NASCAR guy develops an intense desire to learn the ins and outs of gardening. Christianity is my gardening.
What i think is another matter from which i am being open about, i am like a little rascally demon wanting to know the enemy's strategies, and whatnot.
And then to gradually, instinctually and methodically weave into the readings everything else that is to me interesting.
It is purely of a learning nature, not necessarily to be a better person, or to go to heaven or anything like that, there are 2 things here -- 1) learning and 2) history, in the history emphasis i take leave of a world that is currently such a distasteful mess, through a knowledge of history you are not escaping the present, although in a way you are, but the higher purpose of history is to better understand where we are now.
A part of the now seeks to erase what has happened, in a general sense i retaliate with all my energy against a brainwashing reprogramming of the mass mind.
My approach to my material which i emblazon as an area to aim towards expertise in, would easily make it seem like i see myself as a part of that thing.
I don't wish to resolve for myself in public what i hold to be true, rather i want to explore what i see as true in another realm, distinct from my own realm which could be seen as a nomad's land, full of junk and discarded poorly kept after treasures.
It's like say a NASCAR guy develops an intense desire to learn the ins and outs of gardening. Christianity is my gardening.
What i think is another matter from which i am being open about, i am like a little rascally demon wanting to know the enemy's strategies, and whatnot.
And then to gradually, instinctually and methodically weave into the readings everything else that is to me interesting.
It is purely of a learning nature, not necessarily to be a better person, or to go to heaven or anything like that, there are 2 things here -- 1) learning and 2) history, in the history emphasis i take leave of a world that is currently such a distasteful mess, through a knowledge of history you are not escaping the present, although in a way you are, but the higher purpose of history is to better understand where we are now.
A part of the now seeks to erase what has happened, in a general sense i retaliate with all my energy against a brainwashing reprogramming of the mass mind.
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