Done with the lies and the bullshit

I had keep this up for too long I have made mistakes bad choices. But I'm clean I have a job my own place. I want my daughter back but they lied to her told her I'm her big sister just because I had her too young now I risk messing her up by dropping this on her. But I had no choice in all that I wanted to fix this all but I struggled now I guess I have to struggle more.