i miss people from my past
i lost touch with everyone i knew from my past, girls i encountered, girls i knew at school...one or two friends i had....all gone now....now i have sadly ended up on my own as my life took a dark path due to mental health problems....i had flings with girls but missed out on finding a long term relationship....because i had severe social problems and secluded myself from people and also acted antisocially and pushed people away...burned bridges.
now i've lived alone 19 years in an apartment on my own....my only support is my elderly parents....and i sit in mt flat and miss the people and girls i knew from my past......but they're all long gone now.....god knows where they are now...i wish i knew........i also remember faces of girls at school who fancied me but i never got their names at the time...so i can't look them up to see where they are now?
i'm in my late 40s now.
now i've lived alone 19 years in an apartment on my own....my only support is my elderly parents....and i sit in mt flat and miss the people and girls i knew from my past......but they're all long gone now.....god knows where they are now...i wish i knew........i also remember faces of girls at school who fancied me but i never got their names at the time...so i can't look them up to see where they are now?
i'm in my late 40s now.
46-50, M