Dear Future Fiancé

Dear future fiancé
A life with me won’t be easy
Past trauma has taught me to guard my heart
I talk back and I stand up for myself
My feelings are easily hurt
I overthink everything often believing in the worst case scenario
I’ll need you to be very straightforward and honest with me
Because people in my past proved to be deceitful and untrustworthy
I’ll need constant reassurance of your love through words but more importantly through actions
I’m still learning how to love myself
To see myself the way Allah sees me
I fight the voices in my head each day that tell me I’m not enough
I fight anxiety and depression
Some days I fight just to get out of bed
But I’m a fighter
I’ll fight for your love and for your heart
I’ll never quit on you
I promise to love you with every beat of my heart
I promise to cover you and keep you warm
I promise to keep you safe from the eyes of the envious people
I promise to put Allah first in our relationship
I promise to push you out of your comfort zone and closer to Allah
Suited perfectly by the universe
Me and you